I know, I know it has definitely been awhile since my last post so I am truly sorry for not posting. I have been through a lot since my last post. I was hospitalized for a short period because I tried to hurt myself. I am currently doing well, I am still on the same meds and hope that I continue to stay on the right track to staying stable. I know now it is surely going to take a huge commitment on my part to stay stable but I know better than anyone I can do that with flying colors.
My last hospitalization before my last two weeks ago was back in 2002 so it was about 7 years since my last which I think is very good. But, I know I must try very hard to stay out of the hospital and not to ever try to hurt myself again. I know it is just very selfish to want to end your own life because those left behind are left with so many questions and no answers to why and how they could and wish they could have done something to help. I need to reach out more for help and remember everything is not as bad as it may seem and always I mean always I need to keep a positive mindset. So with that note Please stay active and safe and I will talk you again!
